Home is where MY heart is.

I cannot begin to explain to you how much I miss my baby cousins.

Every time I go home they are so much bigger.

Jenna, 6, already can read. 

I can't believe it.

Elle, 4, talks your ear off now, so adorable what she says. 

She is just so silly.

Steele, 2, gets more adorable by the second, I swear.

He just makes my heart melt.

You know how everyone says you can't even describe how much you love your own children?

I cannot even imagine how much I will love mine because I love Jenna, Elle, and Steele more than anything in the world. 

I have been there to see them grow-up.

I hate having to be away from them,

it's almost like a part of my heart is missing...

And the thing that Im missing most...

my aunt just had baby #4.

And I'm not there.

I haven't been homesick until this point. 

I want to see, and hold the new, beautiful, baby girl.

Sure Iv'e seen pictures and heard all of the news but it's just not the same.

I want to be there now...PLEASE. 

I miss you guys, and love all of you...

Mom, Dad, Nikole, Kendra, Jenna, Elle, Steele, Forrest, Derek, Grammie, Grampie, Baby #4 (Cici?). 

Can't wait for the day to see you all again...2 and a half months.

I hope I can do this. 

Oh and Washington,

I have a confession...

I miss you. 

Sisters.

Minus the new baby sister.

Steele.

 How could you ever resist a face like this?

Let me tell you how, you can't.

Me and Steele.

What a sweetie.

He can brighten anyone's day.

Me and Jenna

She's my girl.

Has been since day one.

Me and Elle.

Look at the smile.

I miss this girl.

It sucks when you finally realize that everything is different. 

Can't we just go back to the way things were?